About P.j. LivVictoryUs
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Examine my past, present, and future. The reason I believe the reader must examine these aspects is so you can appreciate this profile. A few definitions of Past according to the Oxford Dictionary are gone by, just over, and former time. A definition of present from the same source includes now existing. Last but not least the word future as a noun means time to come. In my former time there are remembrances of laughter, sadness, and achievement. Through out the years many made me laugh considering friends, cousins, and teachers. I believe their names should remain anonymous for the sake of disagreements. Yet the biggest event during my past in which I believe is a very pivotal turning point that may touch my destiny include a spiritual awakening which I want to share about. I started smoking grass at the tender age of fourteen and I thought it was the greatest activity on the planet next to a hot date! There were various accounts under the sway at parties, Disneyland, and my back yard. These experiences were exciting and pleasurable. During one event while under the manipulate I remember watching some friends crash a little pick-up truck. Another time while THC was present in my mind I recall my imagination running wild with excitement about simple people and ordinary objects; therefore watching movies like "Disturbing Behavior" at a hot chick’s house was very intense! One incident that motivates me to have hope of faith in a supreme being is what I call my spiritual awakening. This event took place at a home in a garage with the combination of THC plus Laughing gas in my system. I remember smoking some CHRONIC then sneaking in the garage to get to the air conditioner unit where there is a valve that releases the laughing gas. After inhaling about five balloons of this chemical compound I sat back which when I believe a spirit gave me a glimpse of eternal suffering. I don’t remember the exact details, although I was definitely dramatized & my entire outlook was altered in a spiritual manner. That event from my past has had a grip on my soul, therefore has been stored in my mind for the journey into the present. Presently I yearn for Spirituality and Grace, because I believe that a supreme being is in control of my fate. Presently the activities I enjoy are participating within universal benevolent deeds plus fellowship. I practice these deeds in order to be of service to my hope, so currently right now my search is for inspiration for the motivation to succeed with ambition for future endeavors. I cannot express to the reader what the future may hold for my sake, since I don’t know it! Yet what I do know concerning the future is that the decisions I make today will donate in the direction of the outcome of my life within the future. Also I predict that karma is real, therefore it is very important how one chooses to direct his intentions. Finally in order to take me seriously you’ll need to examine what has gone by, the present, and the time to come. My past holds a very powerful circumstance that holds a grip on my soul! The present is now and I struggle with a disability, plus the future and my fate are held in the hands of a supreme being.
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